I'm cold

Working at a search company is not always a good thing. Sometimes you stumble across things and people that you've long forgotten, and as you search deeper and deeper you found out that they've married, had a few kids, maybe became a CEO of some company. Then you get really bitter.. Where was my wedding invite? Why didn't you hire me? Why didn't I know that you moved to Alaska? And all of a sudden, you're lost in a web of memories. You start remembering things that occurred in the past. Things that were memorable, conversations that were very dear, that sit close to your heart. And you wonder if that person thought the same way or if it was just some fleeting thing of the past.

Searching sucks sometimes.